Recovered Ramblings (3)

Some indiscernible note book
C-3-D Winters, 1996

Chained Desires

I wish I had a heart,
That was frozen from the start.
So i wouldn't have to feel,
This pain you gave to me.
I wish i had the love,
Like an Eagle's for the dove.
So when i was done with you,
Would move on to someone new.
I wish i had a gun,
Then i'd have your kind of fun.
Put a bullet through yoru head,
And laugh on back to bed.
I wish i had a soul,
That was free from your hold.
So that when you were to cry,
The tears won't be in my eyes.
I wish i had a knife,
I'd cut you up alive.
See the blood from your flesh,
Pay for all the times i've bled.
I wish i could believe,
That an Angel can't decieve.
But my heart know its true,
Now that i've known you.