What's worse than the death penalty?
Imagine, just for a moment, and
not in the noncommittal way of a facebook status update or a me-too twitter
tweet, that one of the children from the Hussain Khanwala village atrocity was
you.
Visualize the kidnapping: There
you are, just minding your business, kicking a rock around pretending to be a
brown Lionel Messi when this larger human being grabs you, lifts you up, and
against your will, thanks only to the unfair advantage of his size, shoves you
in a van or a sack or something dark and unwelcoming and no matter how much you
resist, or how much you kick and scream, your body is now on a trajectory that
you did not initiate nor do you have any authority to intercept. Imagine that
helplessness, that sense of dread. Imagine that fear.
Even if that train of thought
were to end at all of it being just a sick joke it would still be a traumatic
experience. But that's not how it ends for those children, and therefore, in
this exercise in empathy, it won't for you either.
Therefore, imagine on and find
yourself finally released from the enforced bondage in to an unfamiliar place.
Stark and dimly lit, strange and foreboding. There is a mattress there. A low
hanging light bulb and the shadows of several sins. You can feel the aura of
evil, the smell of horrors already rendered here but you can't connect the
dots. You are a 6-7-8-10-14 year old child after all, what do you know of the
depravity mankind is capable of? You haven't followed the harrowing brutalities
of Josef Fritzl, Raymond Buckey, Gerald Amirault or any of the other monsters
that have served to remind us that human nature is capable of inconceivable
amounts of evil. So the mattress to you is a place to relax. Perhaps you belong
to a family so poor that the mattress seems more appealing than your corner on
the floor of the thatch roofed hut you call home. But not for long. Soon the
mattress becomes the place where you are forced to lie face down to have a
needle stuck in your spinal cord so you can not react, not defend yourself, not
ruin the video by seeming like you are not a party to the most vicious possible
violation of your humanity.
Imagine the act itself. Imagine
it and realize that you can't. You can't even imagine it being done to you, your children, nieces, nephews, even
the kids you don't like because they are annoying and break your crystal ware
every time they visit. You probably can't even imagine your adult self being
forced to go through such humiliating abuse. Now realize, that this thing that
you can't even imagine and it probably makes you lose your breath and crinkle
your nose in disgust and maybe even vomit and curl up in the fetal position to
cry, this thing actually happened. To over 200 hundred children.
Repeatedly.
Over 200. That many children can
fill up an auditorium. Imagine the auditorium filled with these permanently
scarred and violated children for whom the world is nothing more than a place where
monsters not only exist but thrive. Can there be any one place on the universe
more saddening, heartbreaking and spirit shattering than that auditorium? That
Village where only broken children live?
The worst part is that it doesn't
end there. The children who lived through the horror must contend with it to
even graver depths of inhumanity. There was black mail to follow. And videos
were sold. There were bidding wars over the visual proof of the massacre of
these children's innocence. There honor and childhood were sold for 40 rupees
per pervert. The sins keep piling and getting exponentially worse and there is
nothing, no cure, no drug, no respite, no restitution for the victims for as
long as they shall live.
Maybe if we could wipe their
memories and render unto them the eternal sunshine of a spotless mind. But such
kindnesses only exist in flights of fancy, flights that we can be certain these
children must often board. What can we offer them then, us impotent guardians of these children, the
ones who are fuming at the mouth and showcasing our useless discontent across
the twittersphere but can't even imagine the actual horror let alone understand
it?
Perhaps we can collectively
question if the death penalty for the culprits be justice enough? Will it
suffice? Or should we collectively, as a nation imagine those children to be
our children, to be us and figure out what is worse than the death penalty for
that, and that alone, surely is what the
demons deserve.
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