Purging.
So another one bites the dust.
Yes yet again, another casualty of needless romantci tragedy cries himself to sleep tonight.
While his unfortunate beloved gives herself to a hairy 10 years older man. Just because?
She was a wuss? Our society sucks? Love is a sin? Children are currnecy? Parents are always right? he wasn't good enough for her plans? Who the hell knows? I don't think even she does who called him up to her bridal prepping room to tell him that she signed the document selling her body and soul to another man but did not verbally acqiesce to wedlock.
Now the futility of that 'gesture' of love, provided she was telling the truth, is too brutal to even be addressed. But the poor sod will only be crying harder being 18 and willing to believe in the existance of true love that she out of some lingering loyalty refused to put her voice to her intentions.
Whatever.
You know. She still gets the worst end of the bargain. I wish i could figure out why women keep on doing this to themselves. Its got to be more than fear of repurcussion. It's got to be more than believing that OH MY FUCKING GOD I commited a cradinal sin by oh gosh! falling in love.
I don't know. I just look at that boy and remember another one 5 years ago who went to his beloved's wedding and... then theres this whole list of love stories that ended in the girl failing to stand up to her parents and i can't even blame the poor girls for being chickens cuz really what the hell are they gonna do? Love? Truly? despite all obstructions? They can't. Some of them are just built to defect it seems.
But then one comes along who walks out of her parents house holding her husband's hand with whom she's eloped and love seems a little more powerful for an instant.
Maybe the ones that don't work out weren't really true... but i just wish they didn't end in a 20 year old girl pledging alleagiance to a 30 year old dick for better or worse. Or maybe those who know they can't stand up shouldn't fall in love. Or maybe they should just fight for what they desire and deserve. Or maybe we should all just die and allow for the creation of a world that is perfect enough to allow for first loves to be successful.
oh fuck it.
Yes yet again, another casualty of needless romantci tragedy cries himself to sleep tonight.
While his unfortunate beloved gives herself to a hairy 10 years older man. Just because?
She was a wuss? Our society sucks? Love is a sin? Children are currnecy? Parents are always right? he wasn't good enough for her plans? Who the hell knows? I don't think even she does who called him up to her bridal prepping room to tell him that she signed the document selling her body and soul to another man but did not verbally acqiesce to wedlock.
Now the futility of that 'gesture' of love, provided she was telling the truth, is too brutal to even be addressed. But the poor sod will only be crying harder being 18 and willing to believe in the existance of true love that she out of some lingering loyalty refused to put her voice to her intentions.
Whatever.
You know. She still gets the worst end of the bargain. I wish i could figure out why women keep on doing this to themselves. Its got to be more than fear of repurcussion. It's got to be more than believing that OH MY FUCKING GOD I commited a cradinal sin by oh gosh! falling in love.
I don't know. I just look at that boy and remember another one 5 years ago who went to his beloved's wedding and... then theres this whole list of love stories that ended in the girl failing to stand up to her parents and i can't even blame the poor girls for being chickens cuz really what the hell are they gonna do? Love? Truly? despite all obstructions? They can't. Some of them are just built to defect it seems.
But then one comes along who walks out of her parents house holding her husband's hand with whom she's eloped and love seems a little more powerful for an instant.
Maybe the ones that don't work out weren't really true... but i just wish they didn't end in a 20 year old girl pledging alleagiance to a 30 year old dick for better or worse. Or maybe those who know they can't stand up shouldn't fall in love. Or maybe they should just fight for what they desire and deserve. Or maybe we should all just die and allow for the creation of a world that is perfect enough to allow for first loves to be successful.
oh fuck it.
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It is perfect as is. Even you know that.
I ask myself the same question and there's not just one answer for it. And, this is coming from the girl who stood up to her parents :) It sucks, we need to change the rules laid out in our society.
1. Men need to stop crying.
2. Women need to stand up for their love.
Oh! and might I add that you just keep getting better! :)
i know several women who got screwed over because their guys were too pussy to stand up to what their parents said
guess the fucked upedness works on both sides
angel: Yur right
Nf: Yur right.
MoodyL Yur right.
I wrote a 10 page thing as a reply to you all, might post it some day but for now yur all right, and so am i.
And that's that.
Women chicken out, men freak out... but whatever our reasoning thing of it is that hearts get broken and hymens get torn open when niether shud happen the way that it does.
Its just a sad state of affairs, no stereo typing, no gended wars... just a head shaking, tsk tsking kind of thing.
Lets raise all our glassess to broken hearts and gulp down our own along with the non alcoholic cheap and fake champagne.
Or blood.
Name yur Pizzin, Pahdnah,
Bottoms's up!
cheers :)
momekh that comment was extremely annoying
i agree with momekh though. i'm not quite sure which part i agree with... but i do. i pretty much agree with everyone in here.
broken hearts can't be explained or done justice to by even bothering to TRY to explain 'em.
another thing is that for guys it's just that little bit easier to take a stand because most of the time they don't look too far ahead into the future (sorry boys, but isn't it true?) ofcourse, i'm not generalizing... i'm sure there must be many out there with a brain in their heads that they actually use... i just haven't come across one of those yet ;) i'm sure many would agree that first loves are the best teachers (i think that's what u talked bout momekh). but being the best teachers doesn't make them your only choice... my first love was the strongest, most powerful too... galactically speaking too :P dwelling in that phase was the most special part of my life... but to have married my first love, would've been mere stupidity as far as the 'deal' was concerned.
Bull shit.
First loves fail, because people are fickle. Women more so than men. But not by much. First you are an idiot to believe that you're in love when really you're just glad to be cared about and showered with affection. You make ridiculous promises because you see people doing that in the movies and it feels oh so mother fucking divine to have a slice of the fantasy stuck up your ass aswell.
Then lo and behold, it smacks you in the head that hey man!, i ain't in love with this dude or this chick. I was just havin a good time and now SPEDNDING MY ENTIRE LIFE WITH THIS MORON? NO WAY!!! And thus we run. We pretend its just so natural to be cruel that way, and ofcourse it is natural because around 98.9 percent of humanoids do exactly that on a daily basis.
Only the ones you balk from, the ones you dump and erase from your lives might actually have been in love. NOt first love, but true love. The kinda love that demands to be fulfilled.
Having said that, i don't meant to say that people shoud marry people they don't want to marry just because they made a commitment once they don't want to honor anymore. But for teh love of god don't go and marry someone else just cuz your mommy said so. Fine you don't love t he guy you said you loved anymore, but then wait for someone you can actually love to come along instead of hitching a ride on the first hairy dick to roll into town.
Thats what this post was about, not broken hearts. Not the appaling statistics regarding the failure of firs loves. But simply about the fate so many womken lock themselves into just because they don't have the guts to stand up for themselves. A sad reflection on our society more than anything else, but one manifested through the women in our society.
My apologies for getting carried away there, but there are no deals where love is concerned. First or last.
oh btw, tht wsn't a critique of ur writing or nething. wht u write is jst too real for me. I like pretending some things didn't happen..whenever I can. which is just sadder.
and I'm commenting on the latest entry of my last visit *shrugs*
....and there are no deals where love is concerned.First or last....
this line blew me, man!You're an awesome writer, Sajjad!*clap,clap*
Mayuri!