do ya?

I gotta go

I got to go

Do you wanna know

Where I

Got to go?

Cuz I’ll tell

If you sell

Your soul

For the answer

But u ain’t missin much

When u don’t know

Where I’m gonna go

Cuz you know

Yur not welcome there

Anyway

Any day

Now

I’ll be gone

And you’ll

Sing this song

Trying to

Recollect

The ashes I left behind

Of the past

You never knew

Because you

Didn’t care

Enough!...

To wanna know

Where the hell

I had to go

When you stayed behind

Lifting cobwebs of your eyes

Humming loveless lullabies

To yourself

And your dreams

And now it seems

You’ll never see

Where I wanted to be

Cuz you didn’t care

When I was there

So you shouldn’t care

Where I go

Or do you now

Wanna know?

What is this? I don't fucking know. Just an ode to unwilling good byes. Perhaps more than that. But on this page, on youu screen, its just words thrown together,maybe to make sense only to me.

Comments

SR said…
*im here*

just so you know =) catching up on all the posts.
Viks said…
Nice Nice! Some things are just there not to be explained ;)
M said…
*no comments* ..
lolz.. still just to let u knw i dropped in...

jus tht some wrds go even deeper than their actual meaning..
Ozair said…
do ya! .... ?.... !

somwhere in there lies meaning for everybody.... ")
naked feet said…
where are you going?? i want to know?!?

i'm going someplace i don't want to go and making "unwilling goodbyes" too (but not in the way you meant that i think) :(
meshwork said…
..:)
it's great...simple and great...
EID MUBARAK...!!
Phitaymaun said…
Shaima: Good to know kiddo, have fun.

Viks: It'd still be nice if someone got it though and explained to me what my neurosis says.

Mishtery: Thnx for dropping in.

Ozzy: hmmm, search hard enough and we cud find meaning in jacking off even :P

NF: Where am i going? Don't really know... this has more to do with the past than the future. But i may be going down matrimony lane soon... arranged matrimony at that. Talk about unwilling good byes... nae nae, tyhe one i write for my single life will me a lot more emotional than this. NO this is just about good byes you know you have to make even though you know you wouldn't want to if you had a choice. Choice, however, isn't always a good thing.
Where are you going?

Mehwish: Well dun think its great, or simple... but i'm glad you do:) A very happy eid to you too.
Reej Q said…
i can relate, but i'm sure u meant it all in a completely different way! some things are better left to the imagination of the reader... and that's what u do best! ;) whooHOo!

http://psychoticbabblings.blogspot.com

i changed my URL cause the other one was messing around with me too often! please update when u get the time (:

continue mesmerizing
Anonymous said…
listen to this grudge by alanis morisetee.

and if u dont like angrz girl music just get the damn lzrics.
expressome said…
a prayer on my lips for sanity to prevail in your life and mine too.
Anonymous said…
u r going down matrimony lane?
mmm, is there anyway i can help? ho ha haaaaa...
whats happenin man? what?when?Where? WHOOOOO>??
flick said…
:)its strange how people relate.

i also have set off for somewhere, but from 'here' , to 'where'?
i m clueless, too.
i love your poetry, it's absolutely fantastic.

i loved this bit in the last poem:

You been waiting for the wrong train
To bring you back home

(doing a stoners impression out of an american teen flick):

whoaaaa, duuude, that is SO deep!

(except i'm not stoned, a teen or an american, but who cares, right?). sorry i'm rambling, its way past my bedtime. take care of yourself and here's wishing all of us some much needed luck in the horrible 'L' word department, in this new year!

xx.
WOWIE!This is good!Can almost hum it like a song!
And, your blog is a treasure!:-))))
Whoopie!

Mayuri!
expressome said…
hmm....so who's on sabbatical now?
blog missing u.
meshwork said…
mlnmiss the inspiration...:(

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