Revelation.

So as it turns out,
You really aren't worth it.
Not anymore...

But you could've been. As you were once.
And it's to that now lost possibility of greatness
To the false but magneficent promise of eternity
To choosing hope over truth
To baseless faith despite obvious lies
To knowing without believeing
To believing without reason
To speculation
To vindication
To loving and to hating unconditionally.
To doubting and to trusting simultaneously.
To rapture and to the angst that inevitably follows.
To chirpy duets and to soulfull solos.
To unforgettable passion
To forgotten fights
To forsaken love
To chosing life

To a host of maybe ifs
and an If only

I raise my glass
tonight.